Dear Kerr,
Today blows. It's cold and rainy. First of all, you know I love fall weather - boots, jeans. Not that I shopped the anniversary sale this year (yeah - I know ... I can't believe it either. I timed the wedding poorly lol). But it's rainy and cold and we had a shit summer ... too short. So I'm not at all excited about this weather. I can feel my seasonal depression kicking in, too. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning or go to the gym but I sure as shit want to eat. Normally, I'd text you saying today sucks and you'd text back saying you agree. I miss having someone to bitch to without them trying to make me feel sunny and happy.
The urge to text you is lessening. The need for you in my life is not, but I guess since it's been 10+ months of not texting you, my body is losing its muscle memory ..? I did think to text you a few days ago though ... I wanted to make fun of mom and dad for being in a trivia group and I knew you'd make fun of them with me (I did talk to Mac that night, though, about joining one too so clearly it was me being jealous ha!) I also heard the pina colada song ... makes me smile every time. I like that certain memories are making me smile.
That's it for now. Just wanted to tell you the day is gloomy and sucky.
xo
missing you
It must have been Karma that I called you and we went to lunch and errands. I felt the same way today. The good thing, is that we mentioned Kerry's name at least 10 times today. I wanted to text Kerry and tell her it was Nationsl Coffee Day - free DD. SHE WOULD HAVE LOVED IT. Anyway, glad we spent the gloomy day together. You put some sunshine into it! Love you, Mom
ReplyDeleteI completely agree! When you called it brought such a smile to my face ... I had just posted this. You made my day better xo
DeleteI'm so glad!!!
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