Dear Kerr,
Andrew & Issac had their first day of school today! HIGH SCHOOL! Issac started GBN and Andrew started Junior year. Such important years! I asked Mom to go to the house this morning and take their first day of school photos. She did. She does everything for them. Literally. I think Issac is officially taller than Andrew. Obviously, Andrew does not agree. Here are updates on A&I:
Andrew is still the sweet, kind, big hearted Andrew you raised. I think hes grown to be even bigger-hearted. I feel so fortunate to have 2 teenagers who are responsible and kind and respectful. He drives everyone everywhere - takes them to dr. appointments and registration and clothes shopping and fun outings when school is out or camp was over. He and Sophia are still dating. It's funny - it's like they're a mini Allan & you. They even took a pic in front of the Lincoln Park Zoo and Dad thought Sophia was you. She's a saint. She takes care of those boys and leaves notes on paperwork for me at the house. It's crazy how mature Andrew and her are. We're going to take Andrew to see a few colleges this year. It's crazy that he's already this old. I can already tell I'll be a mess dropping him off at his dorm.
Issac is so in touch with his emotions and others. He is funny and so handsome. He's going to do so well in high school and I know the teachers are going to love him. He is dating Josie. Did you know her? She's very sweet and is definitely a source of happiness for Issac. He is pretty hard on Simon to be respectful and appreciative. I think he feels the responsibility to shape him over the next few years.
The boys have become men. It happened overnight. It was a complete loss of innocence, and it absolutely sucks, but they're handling it so well and are so helpful.
Simon and Zion start Wood Oaks this Wednesday. Mac and I leave for our honeymoon tomorrow so I won't be around for their 1st day. Today I went by the house to update the September calendar. That's right, I write on your calendar. Tough shit. I update it every month. I try to do it just as you would. I've messed up the colors, but oh well. The boys are excited about the new clothes and trapper-keepers! We ordered hot lunch today - always exciting! Simon = chicken nuggets; Zion = tuna and salad. Nothings changed.
Simon is still the one who keeps us on our toes, but is also the one who can brighten any day and make my heart beam with joy. When he smiles at me or laughs at a joke of mine or says "I love you, too", I have a better day. I'm really excited to see how he does in 6th grade. Your passing hit him hard and affected his 5th grade productivity, but I think he's going to rock this year! He also wants to try out for volleyball and I think he'd be so good at it!
Zion is brilliant. Still shocking us all with his witty phrases. I feel as though I'm exactly in your shoes with him. He doesn't take to me so well; he always thinks I'm going to yell. I know he loves me, though. I believe he knows I love him. Today we had such an awesome day. Talking to each other and just being at ease with one another. It was great. I feel a sense of success when I can connect with him. I only hope he know I try to build structure for him out of the love I feel for him in my heart.
I cried when I left them today. It's hard to leave the country for almost 2 weeks at the beginning of such big years for them. It's hard to separate from them. They've been such a source of strength and determination for me. This will truly be the first break away from running their schedule and lives since you died. Naturally, the family is handling it all. Everyone pitches in so easily, but it still feels strange to leave.
I miss you.
I love you.
xoxo
ME
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