Dear Kerr,
It’s been awhile. Not for the lack of thinking of you... and I’m writing tonight not with updates. I’m not in the mood for that. I guess I haven’t been in awhile. The stay-at-home order doesn’t have me in a generally perky look-at-all-of-the-amazing-things-happening mood. I do keep thinking about how you’d be in quarantine, though. Although you definitely went through things like this when you weren’t allowed to drive, I imagine this would feel even harder and you’d be pissed at the boys all the time for not cleaning or not trying your new recipes or saying ‘there’s no food in the house’ right after you’ve gone grocery shopping or for many other things :O) And I picture you desperate for a manicure. Anyhoo... tonight I heard a song which made me think of you and smile with such warmth. Sometimes there are songs that come on which are random. They’re not ones I’d ever know to associate with you until I hear them. Tonight, that song was ‘Glory of Love’ by Peter Cetera. It started, and I instantly smiled imagining you smiling in a way that lit you up completely. You’d sometimes hear certain songs, and it was like you were transported to your teenage years jamming out by your boom box or in the car... you’d start singing it when you heard it. I loved when you’d just lose yourself for a moment with certain songs. It’s amazing how music can move you. I’m so grateful now for the memories music gives me. I could really picture you tonight. I could feel how fun those moments were when you’d just be happy and transported. I like transporting now via your favorite music back to you. I miss you. I love you.
XO
Me
<3
